/tags/enwraped/Recent content in Enwraped on Gromet's Plaza ArchiveHugoen-usWed, 21 Dec 2005 00:00:00 +0000/stories/2005/12/21/take-out-dinner/Wed, 21 Dec 2005 00:00:00 +0000/stories/2005/12/21/take-out-dinner/<p>Talking with a special friend online, I found my attention for the forums and the porn sites waning. It had been about six months since my last posting, and it seemed my involvement was never missed. I had gotten very caught up in my work, and not given much thought to my kink.</p> <p>In all of my fantasies, I was constantly being treated like an object. This had many different angles, but in every scenario, I was the center of attention.  I think that I become blind to the needs of others, and this “fantasy” that I have to be mummified, or encased, is just proof. I feel selfish and negligent. Had I not the ability to carry a relationship? No, certainly there was someone out there for me… and I would find them.</p>